Why I haven't been posting?

Hello guys you might be wondering why I haven't been posting even though I said I was going to. The reason behind that was the Sunday I started was the day a a very close friend of mine who I want to Primary school with past away. Now at that time death wasn't a good topic for me as I was and still am grieving over my flatmate who died in January. So I wasn't in the right mind team to post anything. Even though I'm still week in the mind I am ready to go back to posting.